Almost every time I masturbate, using a fake penis has become my habit. My vagina can actually accommodate a real-sized penis, which is truly astonishing to me. Over the years, my uninvaded vagina has been unable to bear even a small sanitary napkin or a finger. Persistence is the key to achieving a pleasurable penetration experience, and it also fills me with hope. If I get married, vaginal sex will become extremely wonderful. I am still learning a lot and have a long way to go, but the experiences of the past few months have really inspired me.

Just as I described in my previous article, the length of this fake penis is 6.5 inches (approximately 16.4 centimeters), slightly above the average. I forgot its circumference, but it also seems quite ordinary. I can't recall why I chose this size when purchasing. This might be the cheapest but highest-quality fake penis I have ever seen on Amazon. Moreover, I hope it looks realistic. The material of this fake penis is high-quality rubber silicone, with a helmet-shaped tip, wrinkled spheres, and a flesh-like light brown color. It also has suction cups, so it can be used during a shower. (I have a story about it, but I'll tell it later.)

In summary, that day I was extremely excited while exercising, which was quite normal for me. Since I was exercising in the room, I often took off some of my clothes, even all of them down to just my underwear, so as not to get soaked with sweat. Moreover, the image of myself in the mirror was quite pleasing. And, well, my period finally ended, and my vulva became sensitive and moist again. From time to time, I would clench my thighs and rub the labia.

After completing my exercise and stretching routine, I laid a towel on the carpet, then lay on my back and rubbed with the thong for several minutes. This was the best warm-up exercise for me, as it could get the blood flowing in my private area, cause the lower lip to swell, and enhance my sexual desire.

I lazily lay in front of the mirror, looking at my shiny scrotum, feeling extremely excited and eager for more. I hadn't properly looked in the mirror for several weeks, and I couldn't wait to see the hot scene of my vagina dripping with semen. So, I took out the vibrator and slid it back and forth on my warm and dripping vulva. Wow, just this feeling alone is so pleasurable. I easily pushed the vibrator in. Slowly, only going in and out a couple of inches, feeling the oval head of the penis pushing me deep inside, it was simply amazing. I tried various angles, deeply inhaling, touching different parts of the vagina, and concentrating on experiencing that sensation.

I have been rubbing the clitoral hood. This is another discovery I've made about sexual pleasure: I need to rub the clitoral hood and the entire surrounding area, but rubbing the clitoris directly is too stimulating and sensitive, and there is no pleasure at all. I feel there is something inside the clitoris that can bring me pleasure. I just need to keep trying to figure out where these sensations come from.

The climax moment has arrived. I pulled out the vibrating rod, and a long stream of semen oozed out from inside. Oh my god, I absolutely love this scene! I then put the vibrating rod back, sitting while using one elbow for support, enjoying a deeper exploration. At this point, my entire vulva and vagina were covered with my semen.

I'm ready. I grab my fake penis and, for this self-training session, I've prepared it. So far, if I do the cowboy-style cross-legged position, it's the easiest for me to insert it. I apply the moist liquid on it and then slowly press the head. It's actually quite heavy, but as long as I place it on a towel, it can be firmly fixed in place. My vagina moved around it and then slid right in. Great! I think my vagina is learning to stretch. Excitement is also very necessary.

I played with my cock for a few minutes and it felt great, but my knees always started to hurt. So I had to change my position. I lay on my back, first stroking myself from the front, then reaching behind and feeling as if I were lying on my man's chest, him stroking me. The tip of the cock slid along my G-spot (I think so), it was absolutely amazing, but my hands and arms were in so much pain. (This was the one thing I truly expected in my marriage: I wouldn't have to do all the work!) I slightly lifted myself up so that I could see this pleasure in the mirror. The cock was inserted into the wet and swollen vagina, the scene was too stimulating for me.

I tried another position that was quite new to me: I lay on my stomach, facing away from the mirror, looking back at my butt bouncing against the penis. The scene was very sexy. If I hadn't mentioned it before, one of my favorite viewing angles is looking at men having sex from behind. Secondly, my favorite is looking at myself from behind! But then, it's really difficult to stretch my neck to hold the fake penis steady. So, this position didn't last long.

Because I was too wet, the sensation of the penis sliding inside my vagina seemed to have somewhat faded. This required me to keep trying. I stood up and manipulated myself from various angles, but this didn't bring much pleasure either.

I returned to the floor, my thighs soaked through, and my phallus was covered with my semen. Recently, I often reached orgasm in the spooning position, lying on one side and reaching behind to insert my penis into the vagina with my hand. Again, my hand rubbed up along the front of the vagina, seemingly stimulating the inner part of the clitoris, while my other hand was also rubbing the outside. This sensation came back again, becoming intense, warm, and overwhelming. I used one hand to rub vigorously, inserting the penis upward in short and deep movements into the vagina, and finally reached orgasm, causing my internal organs to convulse. This was a brief orgasm, but very satisfying.

I let that penis slide out, covered with my love fluid and droplets of semen, shining brightly. All I could do was lie there and catch my breath. Every time I have sex, I imagine myself lying softly beside my future husband, he is also exhausted after having sex with me, we just breathe together, laugh happily, and relive that wonderful moment. I always thank God that I have experienced such a wonderful experience again, and it gives me hope for future sexual encounters.